Ruling
Passion
Ellora's Cave
ISBN: 1-84360-019-6
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During a daring raid to rescue prisoners he was hired to free, Lord Jeoffrey Blaisdell discovers Lady Rosalind Hamilton. To secure her own release as well, she agrees to his price, though she knows she cannot pay it. When he learns of her deception, Jeoffrey offers her an alternate price for rescue...
The payment is to be reaped by Lord Jeoffrey in his bedchambers—swiftly, immediately, and all night long.
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"...a fascinating story about love and honor, passion and duty. Katherine Kingston writes with an honesty that is refreshing and entertaining, giving the reader plenty of reasons to keep the pages turning. ...darker than many historicals, but it is true to the medieval times."
~Julie Shininger, Escape to Romance
4 1/2 Stars!
"The characters are unique to that particular time period, with the hero not only brave but compassionate and willing to share his feelings with his lady almost from their first meeting and the lady understanding and embracing the new house she finds herself in without trying to change its ways. My compliments to Ms. Kingston on this unique and wonderful story."
~Amy Turpin, Timeless Tales
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"Katherine Kingston makes you laugh and cry with the tale she weaves... Her characters come to life and deal with choices of honor and loyalty. The characters...are sensual and passionate, making you look at chivalry with a whole new perspective. She takes a doomed love and turns it into a triumph. Ms. Kingston will surprise you with twists and turns, giving you the unexpected in a most delightful manner. I was impressed."
~D. Sullivan, The Romance Studio
Chapter One
An enormous cockroach scurried across the
stone floor of the cell.
Lady Rosalind Hamilton shivered as she watched
it race toward the shelter of a tiny crevice in the stone wall.
She drew around her the thin blanket that failed to deliver any
warmth. At least she could see the insect right now, but soon she'd
only be able to locate her small roommates by sound. The thin gray
light from the single, high, barred window was fading, and the guards
provided no candles. A cloudy night meant thick darkness, a blackness
so complete it pressed on her body and invaded her soul.
In the depths of the blackest nights, she
asked herself why she didn't just accede to Sir William's demands
and yield herself to him. But it was also in those soul-searing
hours she remembered her father's head rolling on the floor several
feet from his body. She saw again her older brother's sightless
eyes and the blood soaking his clothes. Heard her mother's screams
as William's men dragged her to another room. Her shrieks of pain
sank gradually to despairing moans. Then, even those stopped, leaving
an empty silence.
Rosalind knew she would likely die here,
but better so than give the monster anything of herself. How could
he think he would get anything from her but hatred?
Even his efforts to "convince" her to do
his will were despicable. He'd tried to bribe her with fine clothes
and jewels, exotic foods and sweets, the best accommodations in
his keep. When those failed to move her, he went the other way and
consigned her to the laundry rooms. She cringed remembering how
the other servants, no doubt at Sir William's instigation, gave
her the foulest items to wash, slopped and splashed her with rank-smelling
water, and once nearly knocked her into one of the caldrons. Her
scalded arm had burned for days.
The monster would not have her.
But she didn't want to die in this God-forsaken
cell. She'd tried the window, standing on the rickety cot that was
the only furnishing. The bars refused to yield to her tugs and pulls.
Even her full weight hanging from them hadn't produced so much as
a wiggle. Her fingertips were scraped raw from trying to dig around
the mortar holding the bars in place. She'd investigated every square
inch of the cell for weaknesses and found none. The door was solid
wood, six inches thick with a tiny little window and no flaws or
cracks.
Rosalind sat on the cot and prayed. It would
take a miracle to free her.
Chapter Two
The corridors of the dungeon echoed the
scraping of his men's rushing feet and the prisoners' desperate
flight to freedom. Lord Jeoffrey Blaisdell frowned as he strained
to decipher another sound he thought he heard.
"Jeoff, come on. We've got to get out of
here. The time grows short!" Sir Philip de MontCharles demanded.
Lord Jeoffrey held a finger to his lips,
over the hood that shrouded his face, and hissed, "Silence." He
glared at the speaker, though Philip was, in truth, his closest
friend. "There's someone else here."
"The captain of the guard, I should imagine,"
Philip whispered, his voice muffled by the fabric concealing his
features. "Coming to check on the prisoners."
"No, it's a woman's voice."
A moment later they both heard a plaintive
cry. "Over here. Please."
Jeoffrey looked both ways down the dank,
smelly corridor of the dungeon. The call had come from his left.
He turned to look the other way. "Are the others all off?" he asked
Philip. "Aye," Philip said. "All but we
two."
The female voice captured their attention
again. "For pity's sake, help me."
"Go," Jeoffrey said. "Get the others away.
Leave my horse, and I'll join you later."
"Jeoff, no. You'll risk all our work. We
have everyone we came for. Whoever she is, she's not our task. The
captain will be coming to make his rounds in just a few minutes."
"That's my problem. Go," Jeoffrey urged
him. "Get the others away."
"Your damned sense of chivalry will be the
death of us all."
"Only if you don't stop arguing. Now, go!"
He put as much force as he could behind the word without raising
his voice.
Philip hesitated only another second. "Don't
be long," he said, meeting and holding the other man's gaze for
a moment.
"I'll be with you anon."
Jeoffrey turned and headed down the corridor.
He didn't think the smell-a composite of damp earth, rotted food,
and human excrement-could get any worse, but it did the farther
along he went.
He stopped and listened. This part of the
dungeon couldn't be much used. It was far too quiet. Then the woman's
voice called again, "Please, help."
The sound came from a door just ahead and
to his left. He peered through the small, high window and saw, dimly,
since the cell had no light of its own, a disheveled young woman
sitting primly on a rickety cot. The key scraped in the lock as
he turned it, making him wince. Then the mechanism gave and he pulled
the door open.
Jeoff thrust the torch he carried forward
before he entered the small space. The young woman looked up at
him, hope warring with apprehension in her expression. She had wide,
yearning brown eyes, large and heavily lashed. Their stare went
to his heart like a dagger, and he only just kept himself from flinching.
This was a danger he didn't need. But he couldn't leave her now.
Aside from the glorious eyes, he couldn't tell much about what she
might look like beneath the grime and greasy lank hair, but her
clothes, though patched and mended, had once been of good quality.
The figure filling them was slim but rounded enough to set off a
stir in his nether regions. He didn't need that, either, right now.
"I know you took the others out. Please
take me with you, too." she begged.
"How much is it worth to you?" he asked,
making the words a harsh demand
She gasped. "I don't- A thousand crowns."
He nodded. "Be quiet and come with me."
She hesitated only a moment before grabbing
a small bag on the cot next to her and moving toward him.
Jeoffrey led the way down the corridor and
up the stone staircase to ground level. He paused when he heard
the tromp of heavy boots, rolled the torch on the floor to extinguish
it, and drew back into a shadowy niche with the girl pushed in behind
him. The heady rush of danger and the feminine hip and breast pressed
against his back combined to set his senses aflame and his lower
regions alight. A heavyset guard ambled by, which meant the alarm
would shortly sound. As soon as the man was out of sight, Jeoffrey
pulled the girl with him to a secret door that had been left unlocked
for him.
Once they were through, he dragged a huge
breath of cool, clean, fresh air into his lungs before turning to
make sure the door was secured. In the darkness of early evening
he nearly stumbled a couple of times, but finally got to the rock
where they had tethered the horses.
His mount calmly chewed grass as he waited.
Jeoffrey tossed the girl up into the saddle and mounted behind her.
She reeked almost as badly as the dungeon that had been her late
abode. He vowed she'd get a bath first thing they arrived at his
manor.
Once they were well away, she twisted so
she could see his face. "Thank you," she said. "I thought I'd rot
forever in that cell."
"I didn't do it for thanks," he said. "You
promised a thousand crowns for the service. I expect to be paid.
I presume you have some family who'll be glad of your return."
She sighed. "I fear not. They were all killed
when Sir William de Railles took my father's manor."
"You'll have an inheritance from them, though."
She didn't answer. After a minute he looked
down and realized she was dozing off, leaning against his chest.
He sighed and concentrated on keeping the horse to the road, which
was lit only by the radiance of the newly risen moon. When the way
grew broader and flatter, he increased the pace until he caught
up with Philip, his other men and the former captives they'd rescued.
A merry party returned to his manor. He
handed the young woman over to a housemaid to be put to bath and
bed in that order before he stripped off hood and cloak and joined
the others in a late meal and celebration. He served up the best
brandy in his cellar in honor of the occasion. Jeoffrey retired
in the early hours, well satisfied with the outcome of his mission.
He considered going to see how his last
charge was doing. He admitted a desire to know what she looked like
cleaned up, since his veins still pulsed with the desire she'd engendered.
The slender lines of her figure had been so inviting. The arm he'd
wrapped around her had brushed against a soft breast. But he'd best
not warm himself with thoughts that would go nowhere. She'd likely
buy her way forward and be gone within days.
At first light in the morning several messengers
set out, carrying the news of the rescue to various family members
of the captives. The young lady still slept, and clearly she needed
the rest, so he let her be. Another messenger could be dispatched
later for her ransom.
Chapter 3
Rosalind roused but chose not to wake fully
just yet. The unaccustomed luxury of a soft bed and clean linens
on her scrubbed body felt so delicious she had to revel in it for
a while before she would face the problems attendant on her unexpected
rescue. But once those thoughts entered her head they wouldn't be
chased away again. She couldn't help but consider her situation.
She wasn't in Sir William's dungeon anymore.
The fact was both a wonder, coming so unexpectedly as it had, and
a quandary, for she'd told her rescuer she could pay him and she'd
lied.
She didn't like having lied. It was dishonest
and dishonorable, and her father had always stressed to her the
importance of dealing honestly with others. It left a sour feeling
in her stomach. At the time, though, she simply couldn't face staying
another moment in that cell when an offer of rescue was at hand.
He might have taken her anyway, even if
she'd admitted she couldn't pay him. She had no way to judge the
kind of man Lord Jeoffrey Blaisdell was. She knew him to be strong
and brave and clever, just from the fact that he'd managed to make
his way into and out of De Railles' dungeon. The rest remained to
be seen.
From her brief glimpse by the uncertain
light of the torch, she'd been able to see little of the face hidden
by a hood with small holes cut out for eyes, nose, and mouth. His
form was tall and muscular, and he moved with lithe grace. The body
she'd pressed up against while they hid from the guard and then
shared a horse had been strong, straight, and hard under leather
and linen garments, with an aroma that was enticingly male. And
his voice, rough and dark, had made her shiver, not entirely from
fear, when he asked her about her family.
His looks mattered naught, though. Nor did
the strange effect he had on her. It concerned her more to know
what he would do when he learned she couldn't pay him the price
they'd agreed on.
The door creaked, interrupting her unhappy
thoughts, and a maid addressed her. "Miss? Ah, so you're awake.
I've tea and bread for you. And my lord wishes to see you as soon
as you're ready."
Rosalind conceded and sat up on the side
of the bed.
An hour and a half later, washed, dressed,
fed and groomed, she steeled herself to face Lord Jeoffrey Blaisdell.
The same maid who'd brought her breakfast
led the way down a flight of stairs and along two chilly corridors
before she stopped at and knocked on a closed door.
The deep voice Rosalind remembered from
the previous evening called, "Come in." Shivers crawled up and down
her spine.
As she entered, the man rose from a padded
chair behind a trestle table bearing a pair of quills, an inkwell
and a stack of papers. He was bigger than she'd remembered, almost
a full head taller than herself. A plain green tunic over a white
shirt draped from broad shoulders along a strong chest. His narrow
waist was circled by a wide leather belt. Tan hose clung to long,
lean, muscular legs.
His face drew her attention and held it.
Prominent cheekbones and the brightest, most penetrating gray eyes
she'd ever seen dominated lean, finely shaped features. The stern,
almost harsh, expression just emphasized the clean, hard lines of
the handsome visage. Wavy blond hair was drawn back and caught in
a leather thong at his nape.
Her breath caught in her throat and her
heart pounded against the constraints of her chest. He was both
the most beautiful and the most heart-stoppingly male creature she'd
ever seen in her life. Terror warred with fascination as she watched
him, waiting for the question she dreaded.
He studied her in silence for a while, and
she could judge nothing from his expression. When he spoke there
was little emotion to be read in his tone either, despite the complimentary
words, "You've cleaned up more spectacularly than I expected."
"My lord…" She didn't know how to react
to that. "Thank you."
He nodded off-handedly. "I expect there's
a man somewhere who'd give a great deal for your return."
She drew a long breath and chewed at her
lip before she answered, "I fear not, my lord." "You're
not married, or at least betrothed?"
"Nay."
"Why not? Who is your family, by the way?
Your name? I presume you've been informed that I'm Jeoffrey Blaisdell."
"Aye, my lord. I'm Lady Rosalind Hamilton.
My father was the Earl of Highwaith until Sir William de Railles
took it and slaughtered my family."
"But he spared you."
"He wanted me."
"For wife?"
"Aye."
"I'm not surprised. He threw you in his
dungeon when you refused his suit."
She drew a deep breath to control the fury
that roused every time she remembered. "He massacred my entire family.
I'd as soon mate with his horse."
A grin crooked one corner of Lord Jeoffrey's
mouth, revealing a wickedly attractive groove in his cheek. "A damned
uncomfortable coupling I should imagine."
She blushed but answered calmly, "The dungeon
was not commodious either."
"But you're now free of it." The grin faded
and his face took on the harsh cast again. "Which brings us again
to the question of payment. Since you've no family and no betrothed
to reimburse me for my rescue efforts, I presume you will draw on
your own personal fortune."
She kept her back straight and her head
high. "My lord, about the payment… I fear I cannot pay quite as
much as I offered last night. Desperation made me forget how much
diminished my personal resources are."
One handsome blond eyebrow crooked. "How
much do you believe you can offer?"
"How much do you normally ask in these cases?"
"It depends on the value of the persons
to those who wish their return."
"And how much do you suppose I should be
worth to myself?"
"Only you can truly answer that, my lady.
But I should regard you as nearly priceless, were you mine."
"Indeed that is how I view myself. Priceless."
He saw the trap and avoided it. "Yet I fear
business and my reputation demand we put a price on your rescue,"
he said. "I could accept eight hundred crowns."
She gasped. "Eight hundred?"
"I realize it greatly undervalues you, my
lady, but we must be realistic."
"Realistic," she repeated. "Nay."
"Nay?" he asked. "Nay, it's not realistic,
or nay, you will not pay?"
She drew herself up straight. "Both. It's
not realistic. And I cannot pay it."
"How much might you offer, then?"
She had to take a deep breath. "I cannot
pay you anything in gold."
The same blond eyebrows rose. The shiver
that went down her spine this time held an element of fear as well
as admiration.
"Last night you claimed you could," he said.
"I was desperate to be free of that cell,"
she admitted. "But I'll pay in any way I can." A
cold light sparkled in the narrowed gray eyes. "Money is the coin
of exchange I deal in. That is what you promised me last night."
"And I thought you an honorable man last
night," she countered. "One who would understand a woman's desperation.
One who could value a human life over any amount of money."
His expression didn't change. "I regret,
my lady, I don't have the luxury of such sentimentalities. The money
I earn from risking my life and those of the men who serve me supports
my estate, the people who work on it, myself, and my king."
Rosalind bit her lip briefly and drew in a long, hard breath. "I
would willingly pay you with my service."
He looked her up and down. "What kind of
service can you offer, my lady?"
She eyed the papers on his desk. "I can
read, write and cipher. My father and mother relied on my skills
in managing the household."
"But I already have people performing those
duties."
"I can cook," she offered desperately.
"Not as well as my present cook, I'd warrant."
"Then what would you have from me?"
He drew a deep breath and let it escape
slowly as he considered. "If you cannot offer the money you promised,
there's only one other thing I might accept from you. Your personal
service. One night and a day only. I believe it a fair bargain.
Freeing you from the dungeon for one day of your time." He looked
at her. "Are you yet a maiden?"
"I am, my lord."
"Sir William didn't…force you?"
"He hadn't. He yet believed he could gain
my agreement. I doubt not he would have come around to taking me
by force ere long."
"Think you not, then, that a day of your
person, given voluntarily, would compensate for saving your from
that fate?"
Rosalind hesitated. The bargain might be
a fair one, but it put her future in jeopardy. If it were known,
she'd have great difficulty making any advantageous marriage. Of
course, she was now without friends, family, lands or dowry. Her
odds of any marriage at all were virtually nil. And if she chose
to take the veil, her status as maiden would be of little consequence.
"Perhaps. Should I refuse, would you return
me to Sir William's dungeon?"
He stared at her, the light in the gray
eyes hard, almost cutting in its intensity. "Nay, lady, that I wouldn't.
But I would be forced to ask you to remove yourself from my estates
immediately."
"I see. And should I agree to your proposal,
what would be my position tomorrow?"
"Ah, now that is yet to be seen. But I would
offer you my promise of whatever assistance was in my power in finding
an appropriate refuge." His lips and eyes narrowed as another thought
occurred to him. "But, of course, we have to deal with the fact
of your lie as well."
"'Deal with', my lord?"
v"You lied when you promised to pay me for taking you from the dungeon.
I do not countenance lies in my household or from those I do business
with. I can do nothing at all for you until that has been set straight."
Her heartbeat kicked up again and her chest
got tight. A trickle of perspiration slid down between her breasts,
tickling as it went. "Set straight, my lord?"
"Set straight," he repeated. "The error
atoned for."
"And what, in your view, would be the proper
atonement for my lies?"
"In this household, the usual penalty for
lying about an important matter is a dozen cuts with the birch."
Rosalind felt the blood rising in a flush
on her face, and her chest, already tight, nearly closed down completely.
Shock made her feel disoriented and off-balance, but she straightened
her back, refusing to give in to it. "But, my lord, I'm a lady.
Surely that makes a difference."
"Not in my home. Discipline is applied equally
to lord, lady, cook, housekeeper, all the way down to the lowest
scullery maid. Justice and fairness prevail here."
"Does that include yourself, my lord?"
"I've taken my stripes when I've failed
in my duties," he answered.
Rosalind searched for a chair to settle
in. Shock and fear made her light-headed. This wasn't at all what
she'd expected. The seat she found was hard and straight, providing
no comfort but some support.
"You, my lord?" she asked faintly.
"You believe me not?" He drew a breath and
bellowed, "Ferris!"
Moments later an elderly man opened the
door and walked in. "My lord?" he said.
"Ferris, this is Lady Rosalind. Tell the
lady what happens in this household when someone is found to have
lied."
"About a serious matter, my lord?"
"About a serious matter," he confirmed.
The man turned to Rosalind. "The usual punishment
is a dozen strokes with the rod, my lady."
"And if the lord of the household was found
to have lied?" Lord Jeoffrey prompted.
The man's faded blue eyes flicked to his
master. "He would get a dozen strokes."
"Has it ever happened?"
The man's brow crinkled as he thought. "I
recall not you've ever been accused of lying, my lord. But there
was the time a few months back when you accused Martine of lying
and punished her for it, and it turned out you had been mistaken."
"Indeed," Lord Jeoffrey said. "What chanced
then?"
"You took two dozen strokes," the man said.
"Took them quite well, I must say, my lord." "Thank
you, Ferris," Lord Jeoffrey said. "That's all."
The man nodded, bowed to his master and
to Rosalind, and left.
She just stared at him, more stunned than
she'd ever been in her life, more astonished even than when Sir
William demanded she cede herself to him.
Lord Jeoffrey looked to Rosalind again.
"I run a strict and orderly household, but I strive for fairness.
No matter what the rank of those committing them, wicked deeds are
punished." His bright, sharp gaze seemed to bore into her.
"And if I decline to accept this?"
"I told you earlier. You're to leave my
premises immediately. From there on your fate is no longer my concern."
"Would you at least provide me an escort
to the nearest convent?"
"Nay, lady. I would not."
"You wouldn't help me at all?"
"One who would make a promise she knew she
couldn't keep and then refuse to accept the consequences of the
deed is not such a person as I would deem worthy of my assistance."
Rosalind settled back, struggling to push
aside her emotions so she could consider her choices rationally.
It wasn't easily done, however. And in making the attempt she discovered
another, unexpected emotion forming: admiration for Lord Jeoffrey
and a desire for his good regard. She couldn't help but be drawn
to his strength and good looks. Even more though, here was a man
in whom bold courage and daring appeared to be mixed with a fundamentally
fair and honorable nature. Under other circumstances he'd be exactly
the sort of man she would wish to join herself with.
His demands of her were no more than just
by his own code. She had lied to him. Had a servant done so in her
own household she'd have ordered a similar punishment without a
second thought. But as the daughter of the lord, she'd always been
exempt from such justice. Her father had adored his daughters and
could hardly bear even to raise his voice to them when they behaved
in unacceptable ways. She'd certainly never been subject to anything
as severe as the penalty he proposed. But she had lied to him, and
allowed him to risk his life thinking she could make it worth his
effort. An effort he indicated he put forth to help support his
lands and people. She couldn't convince herself she didn't deserve
chastisement.
She had a real choice in the matter, though.
It would challenge her to make her way cross country to the nearest
convent while avoiding Sir William's troops, roving marauders, robbers,
and other natural perils; but she considered herself resourceful
enough to do it. Had she thought him unreasonable or unjust, she'd
attempt it without a second thought. Well, maybe a small regret
for what might have been.
But he wasn't unfair. Nor was his price
all that high, measured against her probable future had he left
her in the dungeon.
And then there was the man himself. It shouldn't
weigh in her decision that he was the most attractive man she'd
ever met. It shouldn't, but it did. In all likelihood, there would
be no future with him beyond the night and day he asked, even if
she agreed to his terms. But if he kept his promise, there would
be some kind of life ahead for her, and perhaps even a chance for
a reasonable marriage.
The truth was she didn't want to commit
herself to the convent and the veil. She felt no call from God toward
that life. Meeting Lord Jeoffrey, weighing her reaction to him made
her realize that more strongly then ever. She admired the man, and
she wanted his good regard. Wanted it enough to take some risk with
her future, as well as a punishment she probably deserved.
She looked up again at the man who sat watching
her, waiting patiently for the outcome of her deliberations. If
he cared which way she chose, nothing of it showed on his face.
Rosalind drew a deep breath and cleared
her throat before answering him. "I agree to your terms."
His expression didn't change as he watched
her silently for a moment, then asked, "Why?"
"Why did I agree?" She rubbed together hands
suddenly gone cold and shaky. "Because it's right. I was dishonest
with you and I want to set it right."
"And because you have no alternative?"
"I could make my way to the nearest convent
on my own should I feel it the right thing to do."
"You're quite sure." His tone mixed astonishment
with an amusement that didn't show on his face.
"Aye."
"Then I honor you for the decision you've
made."
"May I ask a favor then?"
"Ask, and I'll honor it if I can."
"Can we do it quickly? Have it over?"
"Normally punishment sessions are held after
dinner in the great hall. Since you're not a member of this household,
yours will be administered privately, in my chambers. We'll begin
the time of your payment to me immediately thereafter." He looked
down at his desk. "There's work I must finish before I can take
the time for you. When it's done, I'll summon you."
She couldn't keep her voice from quavering
when she said, "As you will, my lord."
He nodded at her, turning his attention
once again to the papers before him.
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